BETTER IN TIME

TUESDAY 30TH JUNE 2009

...hye..
arini aku cm xde mood sgt nk wt pape, hehe..mood nk dgr lagu je..abis sume mp3 aku dgr, dr Korea, Japan, English n also Malay..so arini aku share lagu je la ngan korg ek.. so kt bwh ni lagu Better in Time..lagu ni dedicated to sume yg dh 'moved on'..aftr breakups or sumthg like that..i mean, as the time goes on, we tend to frget everythng n moved on to a new life n new 'love'..perhaps?.. k layan..:)

Better in Time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time





Lonia's Note : yeah..time will heal everythng

Heal The World- Michael Jackson In Memory..

Saturday 27th June 2009

hi ..arini tetibe rase nk wt entry psl Michael Jackson a.k.a. Mikail nih..aku bknla his hardcore fan, tp lagu2 die tu tau la jgk kn...Beat It, Thriller..n so on.. wlpn famous ngan muke xasli n kes2 pelik die tu, bg aku die ni mmg seorg performer yg best. in fact, he's a legend and his music will live on forever...ala2 elvis presley.so ble dgr je he's already gone, t'duduk la jgk..huhu...
MAY ALLAH SWT BLESS YOU MIKAIL..AL FATIHAH

n one of his song is quite memorable n meaningful to me..aku still ingt aku n kwn2 sekelas mase drjh 6 perform lagu ni..Heal The World..kt Pertandingan antare klas2 untk tahap 2 which is drjah 4, 5 dan 6....siap dgn pentomen yg kitorg n ckgu prepare berhari2.. n akhirnye klas aku, 6 Melur dinobatkan sbg juare..yay!!

kt cni aku nk share chorus lagu Heal the World (which was written+composed+produced by him) yg aku ingt sket2...yeah..i really want 2 b sumone that can 'heal this world'..but i am no superhero,..huhu so wat i can do is only 'b'doa' dr jauh je...


Heal The World

Make it a better place

For you and for me

And the entire human race

There are people dying

If u care enough for the living

Make it a better place

FOR U AND FOR ME...




Lonia's Note : Heal the world..how can WE make a difference?

kene tag........

Friday 26th June 2009

allo...sbnrnye niat di ati nk update psl transformers..tp disbbkn si kecik ni asyik mengaco je..so smpt siapkn soklan2 ni je..k mrs fuzzy peach, xde utang eh..hehe


1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :

..seorang lelaki yang pernah disayangi, yg kini menjadi teman sejati, yg ingin kembali setelah melukai, dan TIDAK MUNGKIN disayangi lagi..

2. Saya sedang mendengar :

..lagu Crush – David Archuleta..wlpn dh lame tp still Dekat Di Hati..hehe..

3. Mungkin saya patut:

..pergi bercuti..(tp kt tpt yg xde H1N1 ler)

4. Saya suka :

..ketawe...jd tlg la bwat lawak yg best2 kt sy ye..

5.Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :

..memahami and best2 blake...

6.Saya tak paham :

..ble org suke cr kelemahan or lain instead of the good side…

7.Saya kehilangan :

..sesuatu yg m’beri mkne kpd hidup sye.....

8.Ada yang berkata :

..sy comel..haha, btul ke???...ape pn…thanx okay!!!

9.Makna nama saya :

..mata yg diredhai...spatutnye cahaye mate kn..;p

10.Cinta itu adalah :

..Cinta itu ‘complicated’…knape sush sgt utk meyukai org yg menyayangi n mengambil berat tntg kte? n sbaliknye....huhu…
But…love is soo special too..LOVE STRETCHES UR HEART N MAKE U BIG INSIDE..It makes our emotion like roller-coaster..sumtimes we feel like we r ‘the king of the world’…n sumtimes it was like ‘THE END’ of the world…


11.Di suatu tempat, seseorang sedang :

..b’gmbire dan b’dukecite

12.Saya akan cuba :

..untuk sentiase m’improve diri sy..supaye ‘Hari ini lebih baik dari smlm’…

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :

Forever...berkekalan..hingga hjg nyawa…

14.Telefon bimbit saya :

..Sony K770i…

15.Bila saya terjaga dari tidur :

..tgk jam hp, n then minum air segelas

16.Saya paling tak suka apabila :

.ble org suke sgt cari kesalahan orang lain...come on la…nobody is perfect okay,,adekah anda perfect?..


17.Pesta/Parti adalah :

..makan time……n get 2gether wit frenz..of cz it’ll b a lot of fun


18.Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :


..my cat...tp dh ilang..huhu..

19.Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :

..zaman study kt U..best gler…….


20.Hari ini :

..the death of Michael Jackson..suke lagu die Heal The World tu..huhu..


21.Malam ini saya akan :

..b’due-duean ngan asyraf...ahakz..nk main robot transformers ngan die...

22.Esok pula saya akan :

..pegi appointment..

23.Saya betul-betul inginkan :

..kerjaye yg stabil...

24.Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini :

..pucat...cz xbrp chat..

25.Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :

..Of course la pusat membeli-belah....shopping n shopping..

26.Makanan Barat atau Jepun :

..Barat...


27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :

..kalo nk tdo, gelap..kalo nk bace novels b4 sleeping, enough wit desk lamp,,mknenye xsuke terang2 sgt..

28.Makanan segera adalah :

..MCD...Radix Fried Chicken..ahakz.

29.Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang?

..bye mak…a’kum...

30.Siapa yang anda nak Tag?

..cik surney hasniey…;D

TRANSFORMERS vol.1

Tuesday 23rd June 2009

arini merupekn ari preview untk TRANSFORMERS : REVENGE OF THE FALLEN. oleh krane aku xdpt nk tgk preview, esok by hook or by crook aku mst g tgk...bg aku cte ni t'msk dlm kategori 'wajib tonton' on the f1 day ia ditygkn..mase aku tgk Transformers yg f1 dlu, mase tu zmn aku praktikal..mmg best gle cte ni...aku leh bg 4 bintang out of 5. yay!mane tau, kali ni aku leh bg 4.5 or 5 star plak kn utk yg 2nd ni, n aku teruje sgt2 nk g tgk okay..dgn promo yg besar2an lg..tmbh2 aku ade 2 voucher tiket GSC.mane tak xcited.so sok pg2 nk g mdvalley,kul 11 gak aku nk tgk cte ni..xkire..hehe.

memndgkn aku ni masih dlm tempoh b'cuti-cuti malaysia n bff aku pza (aka kwn menonton aku)serta mbr2 yg lain xb'cuti mcm aku, so nmpk gayenye aku g sorg2 la yek..ulang suare..'sorang-sorang'..wow.f1 time in history aku g tgk wyg sorang2..kalo kuar sorg2 biasela..but its okay..'kdg2 bersendirian itu lebih baik....n "it was nice to be alone, not to hav to smile and look pleased"pinjam ayt2 Bella Swan in Twilight..yup2.tats me.. sumtimes i feel happier in aloneness..doesn't mean i am lonely,sumtime i just like to b in my own space or wat u call it, dlm dunie sendiri..hehe..so utk cte detail mengenai transformers, insya-Allah aku akn update lpas aku tgk...xsbrnye nk g tgk!!!!!!!=D
oops..lupe plak aku ade lg satu voucher tiket..ade sesape sudi nk tmnkan aku ke? dpt tiket free lg..ahaks..




Lonia's Note : REVENGE OF LONIA..best x?haha..

Trip UiTM

Tuesday 23rd June 2009


kay..nk cte psl 'trip' aku ke uitm smlm...f1 aku smpi, aku jmpe ngan kwn lect aku dlu..n then aku g jmpe dean...mak ai...dia bg aku byk gle krtas2..leh msk 2-3 fail.. n then lpas aku diinterview sket2 oleh beliau n diberi xplanation yg pjg lebar, die srh aku sain..n thn, aku ngan slambenye kate

'Prof, bole x kalo sy bg jwpn hjg bln ni?..n then, die ngan sportingnye b'kate...its ok...n if u hav anthg to dscuss or want to ask, just contact us, ok..

(sigh..)..nape ngan aku ni? sain je la,.nape ek aku b'belah bg kayak gini..
sbnrnye, mcm ni...aku dh tgk schedule yg yg pack gle...bole dikatekan, aku kene kerje i mean mengajar n blaja slame 7 hari, seminggu day n nite..spatutnye tenage pengajar mude ni adelah stud degree yg smbg master 2thn n thn trus jd lect.so no prob la kn..keje to working hour..ade 2 org kwn yg dh b'jaye dh pn...dlu diorg ajk aku g smbg kt oversea aku xnk..huhu..

k, back to my situation skrg n kwn uitm aku yg dh sethn jd lect tu, kiorg kene sambg master smbil mengajar...alkisahnye…tu yg jd 7 hari seminggu, day n nite tu..the truth is aku xmint lgsg mengajar dan smbg blaja lg ni...kalo minat mengajar tu bole la dipupuk, tp nk srh aku duk blaja lg cm dlu ngan buku tebal2, lab lagi, wt research, thesis n so on...adoiyai..n diorg kate mster ni 2xgande lg sush dr degree..patutla sush bebenr aku nk jmpe kwn lect aku sorg ni...n tmbh truk lg, kwn aku ni decide xnk melecture dh...die nk abiskn n concentrate on sethn lg master die ni..die kate xleh nk bwk..huhu..kene ulang-alik main camp n sek 17 kdg2 tu smpi 4-5 pg katenye, sbb nk siapkn research. n msk mengajar kul 830-9 pg..die kate ‘mmg la sume ditggung n dpt duit pn ok, tp very exhausted la’..kdg2 aku dh xrase cm org dh’.. iyela, mane taknye kuar seawl 8 pg, blik 2-3 pg..n kdg2..smpi 5 pg.. huhu

so, ape yg harus aku lakukan?aku dh tnye kt mak..n mak pn xbrp setuju kalo cmtu.die kate try yg lain la..huhu..aku bkn takut ngan cbrn,cz i know i am a determined person, tp cm xde life la kn..2 thn plak tu..abis2 umo aku dh 27.. tp aku p'caye rezki ade kt mane2...cume kene byk2 b'sbr n b'doa.....so wt mase skrg, aku akn wt istikharah dlu...n mtk pndpt ahli keluarge yg lain..kalo ikutkn aku, mmg dh xnk dh..



Lonia's Note: konfius...konfius

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART..

Monday 22nd June

uhm.tgh sebok b'siap2 nk g UiTM di hatiku yg tlh lame ku tgglkan, tetibe.. teponku berbunyi..ringtone 'Listen to your heart' ni la..sape yg kol?..jeng jeng jeng..sape lg, org yg closest ngan aku skrg ni..huhu..t'haru jap..dlm bz2 tu smpt lg die tnye ngan macho voice gitu

'how's it goin' dear?..sure ke u xnk i anta g uitm?..

haha..thanx a lot mr.H..but its okay...i can go by myself..public transport kn ke byk?

'sure?..'.so wat' bout lunch 2gether?
huhu..very nice of him..:)

BUT...ape gunenye.(sigh)..hati aku ni dh jd cm batu dh..sush nk cair..mklmla,4 yrs without love..haha, tipu.kdg2 ade gakla 't'cair' kt tpt yg xspttnye..hehe..i mean, adela crush here n there..tp ble sumone nk serius je, aku dh xle dh..Y??..huhu..dunno..misteri kn?..bole msk X-FILES ni

kt bwh ni ade lirik lagu tu...sbg 'reminder' kpd diri sndiri..Layan......

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.



Lonia's Note : Love is blind and hurting...is it true?

THE WORLD WITHIN..LONIA

The Chronicle Begins..
19 Jun 2009

"THE WORLD WITHIN..LONIA"
has been created.waa cm xcaye insan bername Ainol Mardhiah pn dh pndi b'blog2..
well, here's a start..anyway credit to k.eryn la..without her, xde la umh br i ni kn..(*wink*)..uhm..here, at least ade la tpt nk b'cerite2 n let myself out without being a pretender.

fyi, i'm definitely not the talkative type..n quite shy2 meow wit org yg br knal(isy..ye ke ni?..p)so mst bole agk kn i ni orgnye camane kn.hehe
apepun,i'll try my best utk merajinkn diri m'update blog ni.

so guyz..Welcome to My Life..::)


Lonia's Note: The Truth is Out There n..ALWIZ in Here...